Love Hurts

Hii friends .hmm here I am Sharing A story Abt the feelings of a guy Who was broken in Love.Yeah This story is Purely Imaginary and its Resembalance to any person living or dead is purely coincidential.

Date:31st march, 2008
Time: 9:59 pm

31st March 2008,Would have completed three aawesome months ,if the relationship with the girl of my life would have continued. I am missing her so much.She was so encouraging and a great positiveness in her made me so special . She actually said "yes" to only me , that's the best part of my life but even the worst part exists .She said "No" to me by saying ,its part of life ,it was as if , I am being buried somewhere. But hope's still there ,I would be waiting for her my Whole Life.

Today as usual wasn't so good to start with. I am not getting up early as I used to, thats Because I end up spending sleepless nights at times. So I always end up late for college. I reached college at about 9.10 am and only one thing was there in my mind, "Where is She?". I didn't look at her face ,as if I wanted to show her ,That I have moved on ,but somewhere I knew that I was not happy from within .Today she might just take me as a friend , but for me , she is my world ,my life and my future .Neways ...Then The boring lectures started.As usual my mind wasn't working at all and the lectures were just not tolerable for me .My mind was only thinking of her. Today I tried to figure it out where she was sitting in the class?Then My friend ... John came and sat beside me ..(yups he always comes late...no big issue) .He too had his problems. So I wasn't trying to bug him with my problems . But then I couldn't control myself And I just couldnt help And Told him what I felt at that moment .He was my best buddy in college.It was like , I was bugged of everything and life seemed very hard and tough to live/ My life was like an ferrarri with no engine.John was also upset and we both were encouraging each other.Then there was a lunch break .
Today I was not in a mood to eat.But I had no other option but to eat it as I didnt want to creat a scene in front of my friends . My whole group of friends knew that something was wrong with me , But they never forced me in telling. Now the worst part was yest to come. She came with her friend and asked Chris (my friend) to come at the canteen and for the first time in my life , I ignored her!!! I was so upset with my act But Dont know why I was trying to avoid her presence.Then chris and victor asked me to come to canteen but I denied and went to the bus stop. I am so low in confidence that I even forgot that I was actually doing nothing. Then Ricky came to me and asked what's wrong?? Why are You tensed?Tell me. I simply didn't want to reveal anything , I kept quiet and smiled at him saying ,"Nothing!!".
Then Mike and John came to me and said that even Scott sir asked them as to whats wrong wirh me?? . I was completely shocked as to why is this happening to me??Even my sir has noticed me and the person that means everything to me doesn't even want to talk to me.
After some arguments I took the next bus and came home , washed my hands , had a light shower and then headed straight to bed. I was feeling like a prisoner of war and I was very lonely . I wanted to talk to her .Then I simply Switched off my cellphone and went to sleep.
Today I am so upset that I even decided not to go to college tomorrow. Its better I stay at home ,than to disturb my friends ,teachers and love, Now , I have a very deep feeling,that,.............................. don't know...what to do?? Simply dont know